Leadership.

Ok God.
i'm pretty sure i can't really ignore this much longer... I am amazed by what you have shown me through Penny our speaker today. and i'm excited to hear much more from him.
but You God, have been pretty much waving this leadership thing right in front of me... there have been a few different times that which you have put me into a position saying that i am going to be a leader someday... i've kinda just shrugged it off... and that probably wasnt a good idea, but i don't know what i am exactly supposed to do. so will You show me? will You train me into what i need to do to become this "leadership" figure because You're obviously telling me i need to do something with it.
i just don't feel ready yet... but i know You are going to put me through the things i need to get through. i just gotta have faith and see what You have planned for me throughout the next few months and the future ahead of it. so.. just continue to help me grow more to be able to have these qualities because i know one thing for sure. that i can't do anything unless it's your plan.
amen.

month here

can't believe it's already been a month..
i feel like i've learned a whole lot but i havent learned enough yet
i think the hardest part is actually applying it now.. but loads of information is coming in and i'm lovin' it

hunger

i am hungry... in two ways... physically... yes i am craving food at 9:30pm.. almost every day..
and also spiritually... by continuously going to church for the past forever since i was born i didn't fully recognize how hungry i am for Jesus.. and what i am willing to do for him. in 20 years of my life i feel like i still need to learn more... and i feel like a whole lifetime isnt enough
but having a relationship with Him is just so wonderful. because He's always there.
i just have to look for Him. i feel that i still need to learn so much. time just goes by so fast. gotta get more.

late night hw and fast food after

pretty much becoming a regular. i love my friends... they're awesome haha

superbowl.

weekends
i had pho today. yum.
watched like last 10 min of superbowl. totally missed glee. T-T but gonna watch soon
watched the strangers.. worst 6 bucks i spent in my life... never seen such a poorly made movie..
asdf... yeah. i'm so burnt.. i feel like i'm posting like i did back in the day on xanga.. i should've just kept posting on there..

herro

haha
herro
well.. finished reading a book and realized that i should take notes and look at the criteria while reading the book because the assignment was a lot harder than i thought

Dean Sherman

Dean Sherman is a speaker at YWAM that has been speaking for years.
he's old... but he's a funny funny guy. he's been teaching about love and relationships
Before the beginning, there was a relationship. that of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit.
We were made in the likeness of God
and a lot of other stuff... i just realized how awesome i was able to listen to him because it just felt that he was teaching so many things that you wouldnt hear from just sunday worship
yeah
and other things like that
i feel like i'm being overflowed by scripture lately.. it's pretty awesome.
i've learned that if there is no God there is no love.
the image of God is never alone-ness.
omg.. just so many things
s;ladkgjalskdhfa;lkdjf come and fill me up.